Love Just The Way You Are, Muslimah

Damn, I miss it...
The time when you looked so beautiful,
When, the cover you wear was long enough,
When, your words were carefully spoken,
When, your dress was so modest,
While in the real arena you were such a ferocious lioness, a real mujahidah,
I love that time, I love you just the way you are.

Damn, I miss it...
When you are not trying to look beautiful, you are,
When you quickly put your cover down when the winds blew it hard,
When you take another route just to avoid the opposite group,
I miss to see that calm sweet face,
I miss it when your face saddened by the reminders of God,
And I love you just the way you are.

Damn, I miss it...
When I tried to steal a look at your face,
I see tears rolling out with your hands up, praying,
When you deviate the gorgeous grey eyes away the moment yours met mine,
When you take no single glance at me when we pass by each other,
I love the way you talk to me, such composure and grace,
I love when your heart was so fragile to the Holy Words,
I love that time, I love you just the way you are.

But now, I don't know what I am feeling,
The love is starting to fade, or what?
Jealous? Dissapointment? Hope?
I don't know...
It hurts me a lot, it's silently killing me inside.

Every single time I saw you in that apparel,
Every single time I saw you mingle freely without boundaries with the opposites,
Every single moment I saw that words coming from your precious lips,
Please, this is not the girl who I'd known before,
But still, remnants of my love are still there, I'm sure!

I really want you to be my company in this perilous journey,
I really want you to be at my side, sharing love and care,
I really want you to be the mother of my children,
I really want you to be my guidance to His Love,
Even death cannot do us apart, because we will reunited in God's Glorious Gardens.

But girl, please! I really love you just the way you are at that time,
The time when you looked so beautiful,
When I saw you at that time,
There's not a thing that I would change,
Cause' you are amazing, just the way you are,
The way of a Muslimah
.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...

Seronoknya bila dok dengar kwan2 yg nk balik kmpung time raya nih...ada yg kat Johor laa, Perak laa, Alor Setaq laa...tpi bgi aku hanya kat rumah ku sndiri...namun aku tetap brsyukur...nih aku nk cita skit time raya aku p mana slain blik kampung..cer cita2...k2..First day raya bersamaan 1 syawal aku dan keluargaku p melawat kakak aku kt KFC seberang jaya...kakak aku xdapat cuti time raya...huhu2..sedih kot jdi dia....mak aku kata nk wat cmna demi berbakti kpd negara( cam kerja askar lak )...Then, lpas mlawat kakak aku kmi pon melencong p pntai bersih alang2 dok kat sberang jaya dah...aku dan adik aku pon apa lagi trus diving kat pntai tersebot...lpas mndi aku mengai (memancing lar) pula...korang nk tau aku dpat ikan paa...haha...sekor pon aku xdapat tu yg sedih tuuu..:( pak aku kata ikan semua balik kmpung..haha2....

Furthermore....raya kedua lak kmi p Tanjung Dwai....haa...ni lgi best...ikan kt Tanjung dawai pon blik kmpong daa...frust gila kottt...raya ketiga lak kmi xpi mana..dok umah makan maggi jaa...maggi po maggi larr...ops2 sbelom aku lupa aku nk gtau korang knapa aku xbalik kmpong time raya thun nih..sbb...tok dan tokwan aku dah meninggal...al-fatihah....k..thanks sbb baca post aku nih walaupon x brapa mnarik...wasalam...

Thanks Fariza!!! :D

Terima Kasih kepada Fariza Alia kerana dia lah blog ini terhasil...dia lah yg mengajar aku tentang mcam mana nk wat bolg ni ( walaupon melalui chat )...biasa laa aku ni buta IT skit...selain drpd membantu aku mmcipta blog aku...dia yg bnyak mmbantu aku ktika nk wat jamuan buka posa hari tuu...thanks skali lgi diucapkan...smpai pning kpala dgar cita..btul ka Fariza...so stakat ni ja yg dapat aku coretkan ttng Fariza..nnti tulis psal aku lak kat blog ang tau..he3..:D